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I haven't been on here in a while. I'm now 19, at university, and have recently found myself facing up to a few things which I'd been trying to forget about for so long. Things were going really quite well for some time, a year and a half maybe? And now I've fallen back into a depression and I'm trying to claw myself out. I thought writing about it might help a bit, all the other coping mechanisms really aren't being constructive.
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I don't really want to use my real name on here incase anyone I know reads it, but anyway! I'll call myself Delilah! lol! I'm 17 and am about to take a gap year before doing something at university.
I'm not happy with my weight, I'm way too fat! Maybe I am trying to blame my appearance as why people don't like me, rather than blaming my personality. I think I have social anxiety disorder because I get really anxious and scared around people and feel really uncomfortable.
I hate sitting on chairs because it shows how fat my legs are, its disgusting.

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